well maybe not yet, but really close. I've been pounded into the fuckin ground and i'm trying to pull things together in my life. I have this feeling that things are gonna have to get a lot worse before they get any better. Well, at least i havent started to sell all my posessions. But you have to admit, with a shitload of DVD's sitting around, i could get a lot of money. I don't watch most of these fuckin movies anyway. Well, i got through today just barely. I think the only thing that helped me today was my parents bailing me out. Everything else was a fuckin disaster.

enough boring emotional talk. back to tech. I gotta figure out a way to take a entire flash program that i built over 6 months ago and pull it apart. Why you ask... Well, the client now suddenly has a problem with the same thing being on BOTH screens of their kiosk at the same time. So from the get go we always said, "and you're gonna have the second monitor up above that will show the exact same thing". Well, now i got til Nov 1 to figure out a way to pull this off with multiple monitors. News flash kiddies. FLASH DOES NOT SUPPORT FULL SCREEN MULTIPLE MONITORS!!! i have a headache. Well, don't fret.... i've got the solution. You just pull the enire COMPLETED product apart. take all the code you worked so hard on a kill it. take all the shit from flash and import it into director. Then reprogram the entire fuckin project from the beginning translating everything from actionscript to lingo. and all in about 10 days. well at least i'll get paid good money to do it. fuck i hate this shit.