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Friday February 14th 2003 10:45 AM PST

I have not had a job for awhile now. And as a result i have no money. This is not rocket science guys. So i used to have a life insurance policy (when i had money), but recently i have not been able to shell out the big $$$ every month. So the guy that sold me the policy calls every once in awhile to just check in and talk and BS around. He just called to check up and ask me about the notice he just got about my policy. I told him about the unemployment thing and i told him how much trouble jen and I are having with all the shit that's going on. Basically i told him i was letting it lapse because i don't have the money. Suddenly the conversation went from a "insurance salesperson conversation" to GOD. I didn't see this one coming. He started talking about the master plan that God has for all of his children, and that we only have to accept him into our hearts. I was very polite and (fuck i had nothing better to do) i just kept on going like i was not shocked. I think this guys missed his calling. He actually said a little prayer for me there on the phone and said the great line from the bible, 'whenever two or more are gathered in my name...' I really do think he missed his calling. He's well charismatic and from years of being and insurance salesperson he's a fast talker. So i think that makes him a prime candidate for being a minister or priest. Well all in all it was not a bad experience at all. I have to admit that it did bring a smile to my face even though i don't believe in god.

and just for those of you who are wondering what i believe. I believe that people can do good things if they try, but most of the time they just do stupid things.

Try to find the people that do the good things.