So yesterday my father cornered Martha at our apartment while she was cleaning. Fuck knows what he said to her, but he passed her a jury summons for me (thanks)
Then my mother shows up soon after i come home from work. Jen is out getting dinner, so i need to make sure my mother doesn't corner Jen and attack her when she gets back. I slam the door in my mother's face and get on the phone with Jen to warn her of the situation. As soon as i hear Jen's car pull in, i walk out to the car to meet her, and as we're walking in, my mother sure enough attempts to corner us. I need a fuckin restraining order. Jen didn't eat anything. She just sat there shaking. She's not scared of my mother. She's just so fuckin amped up cause she wants to pound the shit out of her.
She was on the phone with Annie a couple days ago and was on the normal rant. I guess she apologized to Annie for going off, but she can't help it. Jen got home and asked me why she's got so much anger held up inside about my parents. My answer is simple.
My parents act like they've done nothing wrong. You can't resolve with a person who thinks that nothing is wrong. Any process towards feeling better is blocked by the fact that they have no clue what they're doing that pisses you off.
All i can say is that spending six months without my parents has been better than spending six months with them.
Friday April 29th 2005 06:23 AM PST
